Great ideas. Unfortunately because I help run our business after my "real job", I'm typically here working at my desk. Pretty darn predictable. I did shop yesterday and bought some really cute new clothes and at least I felt like I looked like a million bucks when I went to work today. he he. Helps a little.
We are headed out to a movie tonight (my idea). Is that bad? Ugh...I called him 3 times this afternoon and he finally answered. I need to stop that I know! I'm just tired of giving him so much leeway to come up with lame excuses about where he has been and why he is late or why he didn't answer. When this all started two years ago, I heard someone say that when you are busy worrying about H and OW......who is living "YOUR LIFE". That hit me like a ton of bricks. So, pretty much for the last 18 months, I went about doing my own thing. H doing his thing during the days every weekend and then we would meet up in the afternoon to see friends or go out together. I never really asked where he was or who he was with. It was freeing actually.
But now that he called me from that other phone, I pretty much know where he has been and what he has been doing. Like seriously....he rides his bike for 4-6 hrs at a time on the weekends? Shouldn't he look like Lance Armstrong by now?
Anyway, I'm just ranting again. My day started out GREAT and then I lapse into limbo land and come here to vent. (Sorry!). Thanks for listening...
Me - 49 H - 56 S - 23 D - 20 Married 25 years H moved out 10/11/13 H moved back in 10/13/13 H moved out again 8/1/14
