ok. called a friend. feel better again. this is such a roller coaster. the more i try to avoid, the more i get bottled up inside. i think i just need to cry when i feel like and stop fighting it.

Most likely it is the end of a decade's worth of relationship.

I need a list of movies to watch!


M 5yrs
D 9/2009
Ex-H moved back in - 5/2010
Ex-H left again 1/2011
exH remarried - first week Feb 2011
I found out - 2/22/2011