More journaling from the adoration chapel.
Popped in to say a rosary today.

"Give her the D".
That's what I sensed I was being told.

I questioned, "Why was it not clear to me before, why allow me to hang on and buy time?"

The answer: "God's timing, not mine, life is a process, I couldn't make it easy fo her at first."

Then something strange, a message in my inner ear:
"Her image of me has been shattered."

But what image? I have no idea what that could mean.
The skit may be? I haven't changed much.
I enjoy my vices, and logic dictates, if I am to lose her, why give up the vices.

It could all be my imagination, but I do find great peace before the Blessed Sacrament.

Me 53 XW 50
M 18 Years +2
S14 D19
Bomb 10-24-10
Served 1-27-11
Mediate 4-21-11
Civil D Final 6-2-11
No church anullment
"A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."