call some friends up and go out tonight. Anything to keep yourself busy. I are too wrapped around this man. He is not your everything. What defines you as a person? Being enmeshed with another person is unhealthy.
Start doing things you like to do and stop focusing on what her H does. Stay dark and be mysterious.
You have low self esteem right now. Start exercising to regain your self confidence.
PLease don't make any contact while he's away.
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