Not Sure Which Way to Go

[downandoutintn]

The only thing that has really changed is I am starting to see her try to make more contact with me. I sent a text to see where S5 would be to her around lunch time and never heard back (S5 has 2 or 3 different places he goes in the afternoons). Then once I got off she called. I didn't answer but she did call. I am staying as dark as possible without being rude. I keep contact as short as possible and I still am not contacting her unless it has to do with the kids or legal issues. She is making all contact.

Personally I am praying for strength and guidance and if I think about her I just tell myself "She is done with you, move on!".

Thanks sparks for stopping by. I feel the same. She told me quite a few times that I didn't listen to her. So this could be seen as a 180. Also how I deal with negative sitchs that would have previously made me lose my temper are not affecting me anymore.