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[MichelleLT]

I am very sorry to hear that.

I am glad you are dealing with it better this time around.

I am sure you are relieved. I felt the same way. It freed me to move on completely without guilt (in theory, I still find I look back with sadness though).

You will be the best dad you can be.

And you did fight, long and hard.