My W refiled 1 MAR. I'm saddened but kind of expected it, so it's OK. I'm also relieved because I now see an end to all this. Maybe a starting point to start anew as the new Joel. I'm OK. This time I know this D process will go thru all the way. I'm at peace with it. Maybe I should not have asked for a specific date to receive an answer...I admit that.
On the other hand, I feel relieved, I really do. I still welcome the news with saddness, but I am not as crushed as the first time around. I am OK. I know what matters is to be the best dad I can be, no matter what. The boys know that. That's what matters most.
I have fought a good fight, I have kept the faith.
Joel
Me:44 WAW:43 Children S13,S11,S7 Married 17 yrs W left JUN 08 W filed JAN 09 D proceedings dismissed AUG 09 W refiles 1 MAR 11