I came home last night to her actually home and in the living room (about 9 PM). I sat down and tried to have a conversation with her, but she was more interested in texting with the guy. We did discuss finances a bit. I am getting left with most of the bills. She is so emotionaly disconnected from me. My plan tonight is to be in my room when she comes in. Make her come to me for a little small talk before bed.
One funny thing did happen yesterday though. I had to go home for the TV repair man to deliver one of our TV's. On Wednesday's, I am in a bowling league after work so I don't go home first. I text her to let her know I was letting the dogs out and such before I left again. She called me about something and as we were getting off the phone, I told her to have a nice day. She paused as if she was waiting for me to tell her I loved her. I said "bye" and then she also replied "bye" but almost as a sigh (She does still say she loves me every now and then). I just don't she how she can say that while wanting her "fresh start" and this to be over. I'm thinking she is also going through a MLC as well.
Anyways..sorry to ramble. This place is my only release right now.
