Today is MIL operation. I am thinking maybe i should call my h and ask him how it went. We have not spoken in 4 mos. I think that's why things have gotten worse for m. I am so sad. My whole family has abandoned me because of my h. We had the best family out of all of me and my siblings. There was so much hope for my son's future. My h was the best thing that ever happened to me and i lost him.
