IW, when you do feel yourself slip, don't feel bad. Learn from it and move forward. We all slip up.
Your plan for the weekend sounds perfect, get out and have some fun. One thing is for certain, all the craziness will still be there if you ever want to return to it. The question becomes, why do we want to go back to the craziness? And if we don't want to, then why do we?
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Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.