hi wanda i agree with lis..you are strong..so strong
i do not think you are over-reacting at all when it comes to your kids spending time with at the home of your h friend.
there is no way, you should let that happen he should be wary of that as well
i know we have to pick and choose our battles and that would be one for me
i understand that you still love him i still love my h, as well and still have the smallest sliver of hope that this will work out especially after our time on the west coast where we did most things as a family heck, when he dropped us off at the airport, i got 2 kisses goodbye on the lips that has not happened in a long time then he got back to the east coast late last night he stopped by my parents house (where i am staying) to get the car (we only have one right now) and walked around the bed to give me a kiss on the cheek
but i know he is only being nice and trying to be concerned as both of my parents have major health issues right now
i have been married almost 15 years as well and i have been a good wife i don't deserve this, but if he truly feels he is unhappy (and how many times can i hear that?) then the only thing i can do is let go i, like you, deserve someone who knows a great thing when they have it let them try to find better they will be trying forever
we just need to take care of our children and ourselves the rest will happen for us thanks for checking in always thinking about you and hope you are doing well
