Well hang on tight then lady, cuz this is gonna be a bumpy ride.

I can not say that I do not love my H. I do! But when I think about all the nasty stupid ignorant things he has done lately and over the past 15 years, I know one thing for sure....I do not deserve this crap. I know I can love him from a very far distance....because it is not healthy for me to love him any closer.

I am not a bad wife. I have not been a bad wife. I have made bad choices and been way to tolerannt of bad behavior. I will not settle for a M that I do not want to wake up to everyday.

So LIS...we are gonna get you through this.

Me:35, 2 kids from PR
H: 37, 2 kids with me
T: 15 years
M: 8 years in Feb.
Second walk out: 14-01-2011
H had PA: 2007