Uhhhh, LIS...what strength? there is no strength there? Just a whole lotta anger. He looked so sheepish today I wanted to smack the look off his face. I have started to build this brick wall around my heart and he noticed. he came here today for something. not sure what it was, but according to him he was reading things wrong and i am very guarded. His words.

This whole thing is just plain crappy. I don't feel strong at all.

Lis you have a huge heart and I think you are an amazing person. Grab onto my hand and we can ride this $hit out together.

Me:35, 2 kids from PR
H: 37, 2 kids with me
T: 15 years
M: 8 years in Feb.
Second walk out: 14-01-2011
H had PA: 2007