Ya know? I read the drivel I talk about and wonder who I am some days... I am a child of God. I am commanded to both let her go and to forgive her as well as to love her. It's confusing. But I think it's not as confusing as my pea brain has started telling me. My anger has clouded much of it. My pain and my anger really. Forgive? Yep, working on that. Love? Yep, I do. Just not like before. Different. Let her go. Yep, did that long ago.
So why the rehash? I've spent some time to see what that is about. I still don't really know, but I suspect it is more related to the current legal aspects. I have to keep being reminded of this and keep dealing with it. Been that way more since Christmas than in a long time before that. I've seen a pattern if you will. The more I have to deal with it in my face, the more I find myself thinking about it. I really do not want to. But my growth needs to happen and I do have to deal with it.
So hopefully not much longer. Waiting on the reply still.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
