That little engine that will ...

[MeMyselfandI]

Thanks Courageous. I don't want to set myself up for disappointment and have prepared myself mentally for him to possibly go back and fourth with OW for a while; however I do believe that he will be very careful with the kids now. This will certainly not do well for any type of relationship to continue between him and OW.

I did end up getting a text from H yesterday late in the afternoon asking how the day was going. We texted back and fourth a couple of times, (flirty and joking) and then I stopped responding. We were both at work so it was easy to just back off as he would figure I just got busy.

Didn't hear from him last night at all. I know I'm confused and I'm not MLC so I can imagine how he is feeling. One thing he did say to me was that he had wanted to be with me again for a long time.

Today is a new day, stick to my plans. One thing I didn't mention that happened Monday prior to all the rest of the things that went on but I had posted elsewhere is below:

Well, so far the day has gone pretty well. I just have to share my chuckle for the day. So, today at lunch, I went to the track for my mid-day walk. Towards the end of my walk, I was coming around a corner where there are a whole bunch of windows looking to the outside and I saw H's vehicle driving down the street (obviously on his way back to work).

At that point, it dawned on me that he drives by there every day to go home for lunch. I had never realized it, but I'm always there a few minutes early and leave a few minutes late so he must have a daily reminder of me, (albeit maybe only as brief as he sees my vehicle in the parking lot) but at least for that fraction of a second, I'm sure I cross his mind. The funniest part of that chance sighting of his vehicle is the song that was playing on my ipod ... Taylor Swift's "Picture to Burn".

Must admit, I had a little grin for my remaining 3 laps ... feeling a little evil today I guess LOL.