Well something is happening. I just have no idea what.
Wife called last night. Sounded cheerful and happy to talk to me.
Not really what I would expect her to sound like if she had sent me the divorce papers, but it's hard to say for sure.
I'll go so far as to say she's showing more interest in me lately, and I'm still prepared for the worst.
But her tonality definitely has me curious, as does the fact that in each of our last 3 conversations she has initiated contact after a couple days silence, and then abruptly left.
She appears to be acting kind of skittish, actually.
Interesting, but like I said, I'm still believing she has to follow her WAW script and so the papers will be here any day now for me to sign.
Something tells me today is going to be a great day whether I hear anything from either way from her or not.
Today I've got a life to live! Today I am the possibility of being fully present every waking moment.
Enjoy!
I am being the possibility of:
1) Integrity 2) Loving myself completely. 3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.