Reality is crashing down on him. He is staying at a cheap hotel. He is quite obviously lonely. He does not have the money to rent a place yet. Today, we had our first civil conversation since I don't remember when exactly.

Positives...
he says he does not care about drug buddies either, after I say to him....It hurts me to know that you are hanging with people who do not care about you for you..

he says he was voluntarily clean and sober for the year that he was because he did not want drugs or girls, he wanted a good life with me


When I said I miss you he said I miss you too


Sadnlonely