I'm feeling really insecure right now so I figured I'd sit here and right a bit. See what comes up or out.
My wife is gorgeous and has a voracious appetite for sex. Very passionate. Very fun. In truth more than I could handle.
Hard for me to admit, but there it is.
I saw on some other threads here about women's attraction to dangerous guys.
My wife has dangerous after her all the time, and know I see she's recently commented on one of these bad boys facebook photos.
Now, she's recently commented on my photos, too, but that hasn't stopped me form feeling insecure.
When I see these guys come sniffing around and her responding...
It hurts.
And then I allow my mind to spin off, beat myself even further, and make myself feel even worse, knowing that I'm the "sensitive" type who can sit here and talk about his feelings.
I think my wife just wants a really good f**k and I haven't been able to give it to her no matter how much I want to.
Not really sure what to do about these feelings right now other than to say here they are.
Here they are.
And here I am. Lacking confidence again.
Something's gotta give.
I'm half wondering if I should push for the divorce myself.
In a bad place right now. Not sure what to do.
I am being the possibility of:
1) Integrity 2) Loving myself completely. 3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.
