Went to the lawyer today and God had taken pity on me and gave me an enormous amount of strength to get through the appt. and the day without breaking down.

Went to the counselor after and it helped to express my new fears - the divorce process, H introducing the girls to the OW eventually and if H living in the house will work out or not. We will take it one day at a time and see what happens.

TAMF
m:41
xh:41
T: 20
M: 15
D: 16
D: 14
Bomb dropped: 7/3/10
separated: 7/15/10
H moved in to new apt. with OW: 7/1/11
divorced: 8/26/12