Piecing is almost harder than before #2...

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Ok, so I'm just venting and I won't actually do what I'm about to say because I know that it would sabotage me completely, but I am so dying to set ultimatum or deadline. A decide by x date if we're on or off or I'm done and moving on.

I, of course, will not do that. I will, instead, stay patient and wait for time to heal, but uggggggh that's the hardest part. Not in my nature.