Thanks for the comforting words. I really needed them. W and I have been going up and down for about 5yrs now. We tried MC twice but we both agreed that we always focused on the kids not on ourselves. Back in June she kicked me out of the house for about 4 days and after that I volunteered to go she a shrink. Don't want to bash or blame him, he was nice guy, but he said I was bi-polar and put me on some heavy meds.
Things seemed better but I was relying on magic pill and not addressing the main issues. Same Stuff Different Day occurred and she dropped bomb on January 12 and filed week later. I left the H and have been seeing counselor since then, he asked who the shrink was I saw and after telling him his name the C said he diagnosed you as this and put you on this right? I laughed, yeah how you know that. C says the guy diagnosed everybody he sees the same and puts all on same stuff. Kinda made me mad.
So here I am, not first time that we admitted to problems but defiantly first time it has gotten this far with her telling me she is done. That things at home are less stress with me around, that kids are handling this fine. Etc etc. On the flip side right after saying that, she tells me that she probably won't change her mind this time, she is scared to make wrong final decision, has paperwork but has not given it to me yet and tells me she wants to discuss the R.
So I got that go for me. _____________ M32 W32 D7 D4 S3 M 9yrs Bomb 1/12/11 File 1/17/11
