I wish I was...That would mean my wife wanted this to work too.
Yesterday, seemed to be a good day. I came home after work and finished off a load of laundry. I folder her clothes and put them on hangers and laid them on her bed. I have NEVER had straighter lines on a pair of jeans as they were being hung up. My neighbor came over and we talked for a bit. By 9:30, she still wasn't home so I moved into the spare bedroom to get ready for bed. I grabbed 2 (out of 4) of the dogs. I left a nice smelling candle burning for her in the living room, and as always, I made her bed and left her nightstand light on for her. I also loaded up one of my IPODs for her.
It was about 10:15 when she got home, I already had the light out in my room. She let the remaining 2 dogs out and came straight to my room. She asked why I was in bed already and I told her that I had stayed out in the living room for a while and was tired. She took the other 2 dogs and let them out and got ready for bed. She came back to my room and thanked me for folding her clothes and said it was sweet. She then told me she loved me and said goodnight.
This morning, her door was locked when I tried to let the dogs out. When she came out, she told me she did that because she LOVES the IPOD and was dancing last night while listening to it and didn't want me to walk in on her doing that.
I haven't checked her phone records since Saturday and don't plan to anymore. That isn't anything I can control. I can only control me and my actions. I pray each day for the strength to get through that day.
