ots,

I've been reading your posts these past few weeks and just watching you self destruct. Remember when I mentioned that you better start to learn how to GAL without relying on women or else you're going to find yourself in the crapper again? Well it's happening and you can't even see it.

So you're on anti-depressants, getting suicidal thoughts, etc. And the first thing you do is hook up with several women to get a fix. That's what they are to you. A fix. In the end you're still left alone.

Learn to take care of yourself first without a woman or else you're going to have those mood swings for the rest of your life.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER