Partner left after 9 yrs - reconciled now married!

[AliSuddenly]

Thanks girls, but its funny, we were never like that in teh early years! There wasnt so much romance..well, H tried. NOW.. its totally turned around and I feel so in love and loved up, even more so than last year when we were planning the M and more than the year before when I was so excited to be back with him.

Maybe its the pregnancy hormones, but I feel like a teenager who just met their first love right now, its very strange! I had a meltdown last night because he got mildly cross about something...and it turned my blood cold and I burst into tears, because, as he said as he comforted me...it reminded me of bad memories from the past.

But I made him cry on Sunday. We were driving along a road back to our old house where he left after the bomb.. I was telling him laughingly how I used to drive back down that road sobbing my eyes out every time I came back from seeing him when we were apart..doing an impression of myself leaning on the steering wheel bawling and.. I looked across at him and he was full of tears and a lump in his throat and speechless. Poor guy!

I stroked his hair and told him its ok, I was still so glad to see him then and I can laugh about it now.