I find it hard to tell you to keep putting your best self out there when you say she is absent. I find it hard to tell you to fight the entitlement feeling. I find it hard to tell you, you are not justified. I find it equally hard to tell you she is wrong.
Forrest, we learnt that it is not about right or wrong. It is not about justice, right? It is not about who has done more, it is not about who owes whome what. When in crisis, usually people are not invested the same in the relationship. Now you feel like you want to give up but you know that if you will, that will probably be the end of your R. Or maybe not?
I do believe that where you are now, you feel hopeless.. You either fight THAT or you just give up. You cant be half way in half way out for long. It s ucks the energy out of both of you and minimizes the propabilities of making it together.
If she is indeed involved with OM then you know why a lot of things happen they do they do....
