BITS Rough night for IW. I have been talking on here how much I believed calling my W was helping my sitch. Well tonight I got a real 2x4 to the head. I called her like I planned to talk about the circus. She didn't answer, which is very strange for her. My mind immediately began to wander. My gut told me it was bc she was with the OM. A half hour later she calls back. We begin an upbeat convo about the circus and our D2. I also wanted to kno if she could cut my hair wednesday. She says she has to cut her grandpas tomorrow and asked if she could do it then. I said fine. I can tell she is driving. As were are talking she asks the passenger were the blinker switch is. My heart drops. I say "oh who's with ya." She responds without hesitation "OM." What a slap in the face. I just said a couple of more things and ended the convo....devistated!!!
20 minutes later she calls back to ask me if I would like to have dinner at her grandparents. I said sure.
Maybe I have to face facts. Is it time to give up? She was so non shillont about telling me who she was with. As if it was just one of her old girlfriends. I finally went around the house and took down our wedding/ family pics. They are no good anymore. I feel that all may be lost
