Not sure I can keep going?

[Sad_but_happy]

A year is a long time... The hardest thing for me Punchy is this...

I MAKE THE MONEY...

So she saw him with the car I pay for
So she emailed him from the computer I paid for
She texted him from the phone I pay for

Very f'ing frustrating and hurtful!

I do understand my roll in the demise of our marriage but there is no excuse for cheating...

If she had had sex with OM, then al bets would have been off... She would have been done..

But as it stands things are good..

The odd thing for me is that women started to hit on me. It's like they can smell a single or available or vulnerable man... Very odd...

Was I close to taking a bite of the fruit? Yup!

Did I? Nope... And that was with the help of these boards and the great people here...

When all you want is love, and someone is willing to give you something that looks like love, it's hard to resist.. Really measures your character!