I guess I got a little impatient today. The W started texting with some questions, D related. Although she did ask how things were going out here as well.
For the first time in a while I replied with more than the minimum. Showed her a song I was working on (not the DB song! ) and told her about my upcoming guitar lessons.
Now I feel like I had a lapse of judgment. Oh well, hopefully not a big setback. She was very excited about what I had going on. Mentioned that I "still had it" when she heard my song. IDK, such a tough situation to know how to handle or what to make of it.
In that moment, I almost felt like things were back to normal, had a strong urge to ask her out to dinner or something to talk, glad I didn't, I think she'll need to bring that up if it ever happens....
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Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.
) and told her about my upcoming guitar lessons.
