Lol. People keep telling me I'm strong. I think that's part of the problem. I am. Rven the strong topple when they're attacked by stealth, and in my view I was.
Yes I knew he was unhappy, did I know it had anything to do with me? Not an inkling. Was I unhappy, not really on the whole, just resigned to what was knowing that it should pass in time.
What my H. did took it out of me and laid me bloody on the field. I had to recover from that body blow.
I'm not stronger, but I am coming to know my own worth on a very different level than I used to.I understand more about myself and others than I ever really knew.
I was living life in a mostly unconcious manner, taking things as they came, REACTING unthinkingly, to other people, circumstances and events. That's changed some, I have a long way to go yet.
If my personal journey helps you, I'm grateful for the opportunity to share. Service to others counts.
BITS Me-51, WAS-52 Kids 2 M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013 Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice. Love is a action and choice you make, every day.
