I will. I have been updating on your sitch as well.
Just keep your heart and mind open to God. He is guiding you every step of the way. I try to do that too - more and more I am learning to listen.
I even have asked Him, without reservations, for a miracle...
We both have our children to protect. They are particularly vulnerable at this age and I remember you said that your s12 is sensitive, just like my D12 who has anxiety issues. I agree, without that, it would be so easy to let go. This situation is hard on us. I find it relaxing when H is not home, like now, except that there is no one to share chores with!
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go