DBmod, thanks for the advice. Yes, she will see the new me. I now realize and accept that she had to leave because of my actions. Going forward, I will treat her with respect and honor because I realize much of this was my fault.

On a side note, I chickened out tonight. I held the phone for 10 minutes, but couldn't dial the numbers. I will try again tomorrow. I am too afraid of what I will find when I call. Dang it!!!

FOBD

Me: 39
W: 36
T: 15 yrs
M: 9 yrs
S: 09/10

So you can get on with your search, baby
And I can get on with mine
And maybe someday we will find,
That it wasn't really wasted time...