Cautiously Optimistic

[Queen_of_Swords]

Random and not so random thoughts...

I'm coming to some decisions.

I will not accept antyhing less than I deserve: affection, sex, or companionship wise again.

I did not deserve the level of neglect I have endured in my M. That's over. If you prefer your computer games over me - a breathing, thinking, feeling, loving and loveable woman. just go.

If a man can't speak or share his thoughts and feelings with me, I don't want him. Rambo may have been a h3ll of a warrior, but the strong silent type hurts relationships. If you are so hardened you can't feel much pain and sorrow, you can't feel pleasure and happiness much either.

If you're not honest, are secretive, not forthcoming and lie by omission. Forget it.

I am trusting, but I'm not a fool.

I am not impressed by a big wallet, a fast car, and a better than you attitude.

If you are not in good control of your finances, you are not in control of your life.

Gilligan was cute, and he tried so hard to please, but I will not play the Skipper to your Gilligan. You cannot be my "little buddy", Gilligan needed to grow the h3ll up.