Newbie post What to do now

[JustStunned]

Journaling: no direct contact with W since the 19th, TM on the 22nd no reply to TM from me. No need.

I visited Mom today and tried to allay some of her anxiety. I was not very successful. She knows I am trying to protect her.

Had a nice TM conv with my son before I left Mom’s house she was happy he checked in and is ok. He became a member of the same mil branch as I did years ago. He is freezing at night, training at a base I was stationed at. I know how cold the nights there can get this time of year. We kept the conv focused away from this sitch and on what he is doing to increase his comfort level at night. It felt hollow to not discuss this with him, but he needs to be able to focus on what he is doing.

I know this is not related to W or my sitch, but it helps me to put it down. W was not my whole world, though I was not as detached from her as she needed me to be. We share culpability on that. My psychic powers have not worked in years.