The Lies and Deception Killing Me

[abbey1989]

AJM80..

Thank you so much for advice about counseling sessions. I did actually purchase a few via this site 2 yrs ago and worked with Jodie. She was great.

Thank you so much for advice NOT to snoop. I was not doing that until he called me from the secret phone. That was when my "Superwoman" intuition vibes kicked in.

Folks on this board talk about stds. I almost feel like saying...Awwww...come on! Wasn't that just a college age thing?
I know I am being naive.

I think you are right. I think he is hooked on this OW (not that cute by the way) and is waiting for the shoe to drop.

I am not trying to play games at all.......I hate games.

So, in the end AJM80, thank you. I get it. I need to make a plan for my life and stick to it.

I have been DB'g for the last 2 years and do believe in it. That's why I'm still here. But this morning....I woke up and decided that I deserve better than this. I don't want to become trapped in the past. We all deserve to be happy and that is our choice!

Thank you so much friends...xoxo abbey