Punchy, it sounds like depression. There does come a point when drastic measures must be taken for the good of your family IMHO.

This situation is not healthy for you and is not healthy for your children. It has gone on long enough IMO...

Tough love is not just for children!

Good luck my friend...

M: 42 - W: 41 - M: 18 - T: 23 - D:16 S:14
EA - July 2010
NC w/EA - Nov 2010
Piecing - Jan 2011
I ask for div - Jan 2012
Div papers filed - Mar 2012
I move out - July 2012
Divorce final - Nov 7, 2012