Ok so I blew my goal for today. I went to get my personal belongings out of the travel trailer today and had a major melt down. Why in the heck do my eyes keep leaking???? I know what is best for me....just don't know if it is best for my kids???? what a crappy crappy day. Do the tears ever stop? And how come I have been able to go for a month without this stupid crying thing and now all week that is all I have done??? I just do not get it.
Had a talk with H today when he picked up kids for a movie. I was fine. didn't feel anything but sorry for him. Then he leaves and I come unglued. What the heck is this?? Very frustrated with this emotional roller coaster I am on. It just does not make any sense.
Me:35, 2 kids from PR H: 37, 2 kids with me T: 15 years M: 8 years in Feb. Second walk out: 14-01-2011 H had PA: 2007
