What's motivating you here. Feelings or clear thought?
I too was tired of living in limbo, I did something I believed was a well planned, thought out action.
It got me the bomb.
That wasn't my goal!
Is hanging by a thread worse than the alternative?
Is the alternative what you really want?

Be careful.

BITS
Me-51, WAS-52
Kids 2
M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013
Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice.
Love is a action and choice you make, every day.