How long should you try? Until........

[Busting Mode]

Cat,

Thanks for your post.

For months now I have been trying to understand, label, define, categorize, assess where the heck my wife was at.

This morning, the day she has sent the divorce papers for my signature, I realize that I have been making the mistake of trying to understand emotion with logic.

I remember now, that sometimes "the heart has reasons which reason alone cannot understand."

My wife's current behavior defies any kind of logic, outside of what she is currently feeling within herself.

To me that's what Love is. Right now I feel for my wife in ways I can't possibly label or define, but I know am feeling her all the same.

And feeling that Love inside of me, it is easier to let her go wherever she wants to go, and to leave her be wherever she wants to be.

In one way or another, for several months now I have been asking her to explain herself, but now I know that no explanation is really necessary.

I know I love her, and I know I love myself unconditionally.

Asking me to define Love is the same as asking me to define God.

Nobody can contain the limits of It.
We can only dwell in It as we choose.

Right now I am choosing the possibility of being fully present every waking moment.