Thank you so much for your post. That was exactly what I needed to hear.
Right now I am feeling so grateful to be here on these boards where people truly understand.
And another thing that is becoming crystal clear is how important it is to honestly think and feel and protect myself and also to get the perspective and support of other people before having any communication with her at all from this point forward.
I just want to give a BIG reminder to myself her that from now on, puts my thoughts up here first and reflect on them BEFORE I respond or say anything to her about anything for awhile.
Right now my only plan is not say anything else to her until the papers have arrived, and meanwhile, I am going to start looking into visiting costa rica and see if I want to move there for awhile.
Want to learn to surf and dance and play guitar.
Yes. If I build it they will come. And even if they don't I'll have an amazing playing field.
These are my thoughts right now. There is the small matter of a facebook message she has left for me which I will think about later on today.
Right now it's 3:30 am and I want to get some sleep.
I am being the possibility of:
1) Integrity 2) Loving myself completely. 3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.
