Yes, I do want to be with her, even if she must first compare me to someone else.
But one thing I am having difficulty with is...actually suddenly not so insurmountable.
I mean yes it totally [censored] that I can't even have access to her like millions of other men can who are at least living in the same country with her - on the surface it seems pretty hard for me to compete with that...
But when I am truly in my power I know I can draw her to me. Wherever I may be.
And ever-so-slowly I am starting to believe that "if it was meant to be" (God how I used to hate that saying), if it is meant to be then Love will find a way.
My decision is to continue focusing on what I truly need and want. Not on what I fear.
I am being the possibility of:
1) Integrity 2) Loving myself completely. 3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.
