If it is a decision, then what are the options?

Right now my heart hurts so much it feels like it is not even strong enough to send enough oxygen to my brain to answer that question, so maybe you can help.

I repeat. If Love is a decision, then what exactly am I deciding, or what is that I am choosing between?


I am being the possibility of:

1) Integrity
2) Loving myself completely.
3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.

"It's do-able." What are the actions now?