Hi, Well, noone has killed me, so I am still alive. I am feeling much better this morn. (Not a raving biatch in my head). Came home yesterday and started to do our taxes. OC, H pulled up a chair and we did it together. We are missing a couple documents, so we must search and/or request new ones. Return is looking pretty good. Mine is mostly going towards bills and maybe a little something for myself, and I owe my mom a Christmas present.
I went to church. I didn't ask h if he wanted to come. In the past, he has said that he would go with me (on occasion or sometimes or something like that), but I haven't pushed the issue. I'm doing that - trying not to ask him for anything thing.
Church was good. Love the music. Pastor asked for volunteers to take $100 and think/pray about it, and decide on a needy cause to give it to. God told me to do it. H made fun of me, but I didn't care. He said god didn't tell you to, the pastor did. I said teasingly, laugh if you want, but no, the pastor asked for volunteers and god told me to volunteer. I made din., h played on puter, ate din., my uncle stopped over b/c he borrowed my truk, hung out-i drug out some vegas brochures from the mid 90's (from my travel library-haha) and we looked at them, went to bed.
We read, snuggled some. I thanked h for a great weekend and thanked him for the flowers. I simply removed the 2 brown ones.
He went to work, we don't have definite plans for tonight-he is leaving it up to me as we have been getting together w/my mom and uncle on mondays, but i will prob. just cook since we are spending big $ tomorrow.
At church I prayed some more about the $ thing with h. Funny thing, the sermon was about $. The only thing I can think to do, is to just take control of my OWN $ sit. so I have more to save/spend on whatever. I need to do something about my dog fence. Want some stuff for truk, but that can wait. Etc.