Thanks all. This is some tough stuff I gotta tell you. Who knows if that comment just slipped out or it was out of habit or simply something you would say to a friend. I do know it felt good to talk to her.
I have not spoken to her since and don't plan on it till sometimes next week. Weekends rarely offer any contact.
I will post anything new. In the meantime I will spend it checking up on you guys to see how you are holding out