Rolling with the punches

[Redo]

Been a real down day today. Decided to work from home today. W called up this morning just to tell me some info about bank and tell me that she'll be taking her name off the accounts tomorrow.

I felt horrible. I dont want her to do that. I dont want her to take her name off our stuff. I love my wife. I think i am losing it today. Dont know why. I guess it is because my parents are here and now i am telling them about my feelings and i am breaking down.

I dont know. W is just so far ahead of me in this detachment. She once said that 'she's dead inside for me'. I just recalled it today. Not sure if she really feels that way. I am trying to work on my self to be strong, but there are certain triggers that just bring me down. That and i guess whenever i think about my daughter, it is just a hellish nightmare as to how i'll go through life without my precious daughter.