E.T. phoned home!!!

[Augtan]

Thanks so much MZ and GF!! My story has taken yet another turn...XH got offered a job in DC for quite a bit of money, now he has two job offers and is expecting more. He is coming up here sometime in the next couple days and we are going to talk. He tried to call me yesterday evening, but I was taking exams at school, called him back and left him a message to call me if he needed to..

he texted me at almost midnight "at least DC is closer"

I texted back "I thought maybe we would all move to DC if that is the job you choose"

He texted "you just want (insert sexual comment)"

I texted "lmao..yep (more sexual stuff), can you blame me? And then I will tickle your back until you're asleep"

That is what I did every night when we were/are together, he loves it and I know he misses it a lot. Silly, but fun and flirty.

So...I have no idea what is going to happen and am trying so hard to not have any expectations. I keep telling myself that no matter what, we are fine here and we will be okay. He is the one who will lose out once again if he doesn't want to live in the same town. He will miss he only son playing HS football, his daughter pitching softball, and all the daily stuff that is great too.

Plus he will miss out on me..a great woman who loves him like no one ever will. I am a little scared to move to a new town, uproot my kids, and all that..yet again. I will have to do it with the attitude that it is best for my kids to be in the same town as their dad and have their dad in their life whether we are together as a couple or not.

I am not going to make anymore suggestions...he knows what I want, now it is up to him to say what he wants..we shall see, I just hope I can contain myself while he is here with us and just let him "feel" what it is like to be "home" again and pray that he craves that feeling more and more.

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