Letting go is hard to do!

[gr8 day 2B alive]

SW,

you're getting there.
You're saying the right things but a sense in your post you feel defeated.

1,000 of us came before you and there will be 1,000s more after.

D is not the end of your life, it's a new chapter. You're the author of this new chapter.

Live, be happy, be the best dad to your girls.

Happiness does come from anywhere but within.
You create your own happiness.

I will continue to db until I decide that I am done.

You'll never be done, it's a life style. You will apply the knowledge you learn here and use it in your next R.

gr8