Rolling with the punches

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I think it has been more than a day since i kept up with the forum. Not much of an update. Picked up my parents from the airport yesterday. It was good and bad feeling. Good seeing them. Bad that they were visiting me in such a time. I wish they had visited me when things were going good. Knowing that all this mess started with them visiting us is also causing some distress. On Wednesday i talked with my daughter. It was great!. Later W and I talked for couple of minutes. again some more details of the divorce. We seem to have finally reached an amicable decision on the asset splitting.

W was talking about daughter joining a kindergarten end of march. Usually before kids go off to school, we have a little ceremony. W said that they were planning it on march 6th. Though she did not directly invite, i believe it was implicit. Anyway, i am going. I need to be there as i am her dad. I am just stressed about how things are gonna pan out there. I thought that i should talk to my in-laws. But till now they have initiated no contact. i am not sure if they even would like to talk to me. For this ceremony W and I are supposed to sit together with our daughter in between us. I dunno what W would say about this. One part of me feels like this day should be over. Other part is looking forward to analyze her, the situation and see what my next steps should be. Its a chance to meet her. But i am stressed.

any idea on how i should behave there??

Thanks!