Thanks Country smile

It's been 3 days since I have heard from "The WAW."

I think "The WAW" is how I'm going to start referring to My Beckie on these boards, because it will help me to detach and keep my distance.

It's not My Beckie that has closed the door. My Beckie really wants to let me in. It's just that right now an alien has invaded her. A demon has possessed her. Right now The WAW who has taken over my poor Beckie is pulling all her strings.

So I can no longer afford to let The WAW pull my strings, while My Beckie remains so scared and powerless, all bottled up and trapped by some really dangerous and limiting beliefs.

Remember. Right now she believes that she knows me and that I will never change. And because of that, she believes she can never be truly happy or fulfilled with me, so her only option is to leave me and hope to find it somewhere else.

Those beliefs are fatal to our family. Allowing them to defeat us is no longer on the table.

Fortunately, I have some great experience helping people change beliefs. That means to really help Beckie with her beliefs and prove it can be done, first I'm gonna have to start by improving some of my own disempowering beliefs.

To begin:

Q: Where am I feeling a loss of power at the moment?

A: Right now I am feeling ineffective in my work, incredibly overwhelmed, and unable to get things done. Right now I feel like I am spending more time beating myself up, acting like a victim, and letting my mind indulge itself rather than directing my thoughts and being fully engaged in whatever I am doing at the time. Rather than feeling present, receptive and free-flowing, I have been feeling really stuck.

I have been feeling really stuck.

Whoa.


SOLUTION

First, I must remember that I am an Original Source. A Conscious Co-Creator. A Master of making things happen very quickly, and often very easily.

From yoga I have learned about Kriyas and action leading to direct manifestation. From business and in life I have learned about instant manifestation, and how quickly tides can turn.

And from my teachers I have learned how to manage things really well. I have learned and practicing cultivated a sense of presence, relaxation, flow.

I have also learned how to focus, listen, and be a highly effective person.

All these things are true.

Now.

What is the one thing I can do or focus on today, that will make the biggest difference in my day?

Ah. Relax.
LTFU.

Lighten.
The F**k.
Up.



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I am being the possibility of:

1) Integrity
2) Loving myself completely.
3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.

"It's do-able." What are the actions now?