BITS, I love you all. Tonight, I went out with some other couples and some friends. They were all trying to hook me up with singles in the crowd. They made fun of me when I refused to go with women that were clearly on the prowl. Many of then were very cute and sexually attractive to me, but I still love my wife. Tonight, David Faustino (Bud Bundy) and I were drinking together. That dude can attract some female attention, to say the least. I was there to take his "leftovers" so to speak. I couldn't do it. I still love my wife...

Many people walked up to me and said, "Dude, she has moved one. Don't you realize that she has f*cked somebody else by now. Get over it. All these women are throwing themselves at you, take it. You are a dumbass if you don't."

But, I could not. I still love my W. Damn it. I know she has probably strayed, but I won't do the same. I am a loser for hanging on to the vows. I vowed to love her till death do us part. I will stand by that.

Team, I am fading. Not much left to FOBD. God, I love her so much, but today is day 11 with no contact. I am fading fast and I am ashamed. In the past three weekends, I have been offered the opportunity to stray and I have passed. I will continue to do so, but for how long. I dont want to touch another woman, but I am so scared that she has already done so...

Please help a brother out!!!

BITS never walk alone!!!

FOBD

Me: 39
W: 36
T: 15 yrs
M: 9 yrs
S: 09/10

So you can get on with your search, baby
And I can get on with mine
And maybe someday we will find,
That it wasn't really wasted time...