Sitting at home with myself.

[Navyguy]

Well, back to Colorado I go tomorrow. Can't wait to hold my kids again. W is picking me up from the airport...she'll probably still be all dressed up from her job interview tomorrow morning and looking beautiful, as always. D5 will want me to ride in the back of the van with her, so I probably won't talk to W much on the ride back.

I guess my plan is to let her know up front that she's welcome to join us anytime, but with no pressure. Not much else I can do.

Tonight on skype was heartbreaking...W took the kids to Chuck-e-cheese today, and D5 told me "they had extra coins left so Me, her, and S2 can go...and mama too. Our whole family can go!" So hard to hold back the tears...

Someday Bubby, we will all go to chuck-e-cheese together again, I promise.